to rethink a situation and pull oneself together; to collect oneself

a second time, twice again

feel like; have a feeling that

feeling, sense / air, gas / air, nature, disposition, sense / spirit, mood / inclination, will, mood, urge

to challenge / (figuratively) to take on the challenge of doing something (especially something one has not done before); to try; to try one's hand at

challenge (against authority or a higher-ranked person) / (figuratively) try at something

fail / make a mistake

failure, miscarriage / mistake, fault, error

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend