English Dictionary

who am I kidding

フレーズ

修辞法

(rhetorical question) Said by someone who, upon the realization that they were kidding themselves, wishes to start thinking in a more sensible, reasonable way.

日本語の意味

自分自身を欺いていた事実に気づき、今さらにもっと現実的で理性的な考え方に切り替えようとしている本人による、皮肉を込めた自己反省や疑問の表現

I told myself I could finish the project in one night, but who am I kidding — I barely have time for dinner.

一晩でプロジェクトを終わらせられるって自分に言い聞かせていたけど、やっぱり自分をだましているだけだ — 夕食を食べる時間さえほとんどない。

意味（1）

(rhetorical question) Said by someone who, upon the realization that they were kidding themselves, wishes to start thinking in a more sensible, reasonable way.

The alternative to that is of course the chilling thought of Lucifer. I don't like the idea of that so much. Who am I kidding though? I kill people! People, who do horrible things, but people none the less.