messed-upness

くだけた表現不可算名詞

(informal) The state or condition of being messed-up.

日本語の意味

混乱・乱れた状態、めちゃくちゃな状態

After the breakup, he struggled to explain the messed-upness of his emotions to his friends.

別れた後、彼は自分の感情がめちゃくちゃな状態になっていることを友達に説明するのに苦労した。

意味（1）

(informal) The state or condition of being messed-up.

Nor does such messed-upness in life outside of novels invariably remain unchanged.