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hi, i was wondering if it meant anything if u saw your crush in a dream, i saw james rhodes dryer, my crush, in a dream. i also was on the verge of being kissed by david duchuvney, the x'files guy, speacial agent mulder, and he didnt kiss me 4 some reason. that dream really creeped me out, is the reason he didnt kiss me the reason i cant get a boyfriendż and i love this guy james so much, i keep on dreaming about him and i cany stop, what does that mean, does that mean he is my true 1 and onlyż tell all when u e mail me cause i need 2 know be4 i go insane. jeez, i really, really need 2 know be4 i die of over loving this guy, and i really hope that he likes me, can i have anyway of predicting that without saying something 2 himż, is there way of using anything besides words 2 tell him if i ever get the gutsż if u r courage expert give me some so maybe i can use words. i also want 2 know exactly, no stupid scientific crap, i need 2 know in my language. please help me fast be4 i explode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!